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Yesterday was nice. John, Marc, and I got together and went fishing and suprisingly there are fish like organisms living in Cayhuga(sp?) creek. I almost fell in about 3 times caught a shopping cart and finally after a multitude of years fishing there I caught a large mouth bass. We threw it back. After awhile we got bored and went to target to get John's brother guitar hero 2 for the xbox 360. Man that game blows the one for ps2 right out of the water. They have more songs including a Pearl Jam cover. What the hell its not fair I tells you.
After taht we went to Loftizzle's and started watching "the good shepard" at about 11pm. Yea no one told us that the movie is about 3 1/2 hours long. Its a good movie but if you happen to blink in that 3 1/2 hours your totally lost. Oh well Im out later days gang.

~Dan

So here I sit, its been awhile it really has. Too many good posts gone un posted too many rants gone un ranted. I just swallowed the fist full of pills I like to call breakfast because the pain in my skull seems to be hold up for a good long time and my doctor won't do anything for me. But eh what can you do? Computer science project due this week. *picture this* I sit there staring blankly at lines and lines and lines of C++ code. Slowly my ears and nose start to bleed. Cut to me quietly sobbing myself to sleep huddled in a fetal position under my computer desk. *end scene* But don't get me wrong I love it, I am actually reading my comp sci text book for fun over the summer. Just so I don't get rusty. Shooting for a 4.0 next semister I can do it I know I can I just have to apply myself. Well thats that. If anyone needs me I will be hiding in Azeroth. Jaedenar. Horde. Shifthappens. If you need me drop me a whisper.
Ok take away Alamo!

OK LISSEN Almo noes about sum durid things sinse the baginning. Maybe B4 durids was week & stuff but now Durids is very storng.

1) OK, Sum durids is bare.

2) Tehm whos bare durids, can B 4 tank:
ONLY DURID DONT HAF SUM PEEPS IN THE HEAD AND A GUNZ LOL!

3) Man, sum bare druids can maek sum peeps poop in feer bc/ tehms so storng.

4) Bare druids is not so good at uh moonfare spam but its OK b/c a bare durid haf many armors & when a thing hits durid, maybe thing gets borken hand LOL!

5) Bare durids is 4 funs when u can charje & stun & haf sum armors lol.

U NO CAT DURIDS IS VERY STORNG! SUM PEEPS DUNNO Y SO HEAR IS LIST

1) OK now sum durid is cat

2) Cat durid, tehm dosent heel.

3) Cat uis for fite

4) Cat durid dosent talk about fite

5) when cat durid is FITE do not ask for HEEL and NINIRVATE!
and CAT DURIDS is no spam moonfare! Sum cat durids dosent no wut is uh moonfare!

God I love that big beautiful cow. :D

My Lj is going friends only soon, unfortunatly this whole thing really brought to light who I wish to see my private thoughts and who I do not(and those who arent deserving). OH and I watched Mad Max last night at like 2am. And read some H.P. Lovecraft some interesting dreams were had.

hey all
some recent things have come to light concerning myself in Aces High. It seems that Ben has been talking shit behind my back and the most ludacris thing about it is he was talking to my friends, good friends in truth, and never thought it would get back to me. Well Im officially out of that band and in another, The Petermen Reality Tour with Gump and his brother. Im glad to be in a band thats not about making the pompous front man look as cool as humanly possible as it is about the music. Oh and if you have something to talk to me about, please do, dont just talk about me to my friends. What are we here kindergardners?

heres a snippit of conversation I had between myself, john and my other mom(john's mom)
Mom: So you guys looking forward to your trip(note:Im going to long beach Canada)
John: Its all about the three "b"s for me: beach, babes, and bbq.
Mom: oh, and what about you d-man?(her nick name for me)
Me: eh, just two "b"s for me: vegetarian friendly bbq and beach.
Mom: yea there isnt much room for that other "b" is there?
Me: pretty much as the next time youd see me would be when I came out of tractcion.

nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous
new piercing comming up soon, as soon as Jim calls to let me know the jewlery is in. Ugh, after all the research and talking to people Im still freaking nervous. I freaking hate being this way. Ive been pierced Ive been dermal punched and Im scared of this one. On other notes, things are good just weird, things usually arent this good. Im just waiting for something to happen. Something is going to happen. Eh better enjoy it while it lasts.

I dont know what to write. Things seem decent, but then my thoughts start up and blow it all to shit. I realised that with my change in school ideals that things arent going to pan out as I planned. Hell, I dont know if I can even have any plans for the future. Everyday things seem less tangible. Once I felt like I had total control over my life and my destiny, and now it just seems like everything is so far away. Sleep is a nice alternative but only when my mind shuts up and my body finally decides to let me sleep. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling so polluted, so tired, and hollow. Like people can see straight through me. I used to be so close with all my friends and now when Im around I feel like Im just a ghost. Like everything that stitched me together kept me sane, kept me happy is slowly comming undone and soon there will be nothing left of me. Im sorry for all this effects. But I guess Im just not supposed to be happy.

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

somethings a-miss with me, nothing "mental" er...well so to speak. Lately it feels like Ive been walking in a dream. I've been jumpy really gratuitusly jumpy, like Justin bumped into me at work and I jumped nearly a foot, the thing was I knew he was there as I was talking to him and faceing him at the time. Ive been having visiual and audio hallucinations. That and Ive been having OBEs like its my jizzob. Things have been happening at work too, odd, paranormal, shit. Example: last night it was myself, predzel(pred), and justin closing down the kitchen. When there happens to be a knock at the window(its right by the back exit so people knocking on the window to be let in is common place). Pred says someting like "I think Steve(the owner) is here" and walks to the door to let him in (note the following is too weird and Im way to tired to make shit up anymore) when Pred opened the door to "let steve in" the LOCKED, mind you, LOCKED window UNLOCKED itself and opened about an inch. Justin and I stood and stared in disbelief. Did this just happen? I mean Ive been having weird hallucinations all day did the window actually unlock itself and open? Pred almost shat himself, justin just stared and I walked into the bar to get coffee. A week ago something like this happend to just pred and justin. A tray was tucked away inbetween two tables and no one was by it at the time. Suddenly the tray just rolls out of the little aclove and towards the basement and then falls flat. Weird huh? That and we hear people constantly walking around in the upstairs apartment when its 12am and no one is there or should be there legally. Feelings of being watched, glimpses of a man out of the corner of your eyes. Disembodied screams from the subpump. I think Im actually going to enjoy working here after all...